This is just three nights with Schizoaffective Disorder, Bipolar Type, Diabetes and Sleep Apnea. These are the notes in my calendar on my smartphone. 💤 Monday, April 17th 2 am Feeling saddened, feeling scared and nervous. Emotionally doing better. Not crying so much. Feeling sooo worried about my side effects. Having weird dreams*. My 3rd week with Vraylar. MUCH muscle and joint stiffness and soreness* and headache*. This tears me up inside. *keeping me awake. I am in the process of changing my anti-psychotic medication. One with less harmful side effects. I am also soon starting a new medication for sugar diabetes. A once a week injection for practical purposes to eliminate so many diabetic medications. I know I must lose weight and eat healthier. I know I must. If I just could. If I could. 💤 Friday, March 10th 9:00 am These are the notes in my calender on my smartphone once again. I am feeling over-whelmed and insecure. My faith is wavering. I feel defeated. All due to health iss
This is my personal experience and journey with Schizophrenia. The following are the thoughts that travel through my mind. A reroute in life. Exploring. Self-understanding. My knowledge. One mind and...my story.