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Shhh...It's A Secret


So, have you questioned or figured out the firefly's solution?

It's the release. It's in the release. Not to be held in a jar or under glass for examination but to be released with freedom.

This message can be taken a couple of ways. Freedom from living in a glass house or freedom from judgement, unacceptance and pursuance at all costs. 

Oh, and by the way, a firefly has a little beacon all its own...

  



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